HBD!!!

Today is my blogs birthday!!!yey!!!

Miss Guided made around 108 post, 368 comments, 6,385 page views,58 followers,and has gain numerous readers in three amazing years.

This has been my place to talk about good and bad news, to learn about a ton of new things and has taken up so much of my time over the past year.

I want to thank Blogger, for you have been a great place for my rants, for my not-so-exciting stories, and for those things in my mind that people in real life won’t pay attention to. You have been a comfort zone to many people. You have been a perfect place for a variety of feelings and emotions needed to be vented out.

Also, I want to thank my followers and readers. I thank you all for though my posts are boring, and though the X button is tempting you to click it most of the time, you’re still there. I also thank those people I follow for inspiring me. Thank you for you have been a great motivation for me to share my thoughts and not just keep them to myself.

I know this past months I've been invisible to the blogger community. I seldom blog hop and post. I'm really busy that even my twitter account I forgot to update.But I will never forget the day I gave birth to my blog. (proud mama!!*tears)

I will be a blue blooded blogger again when I get my diploma hopefully next year!!! :)

Heart to Art

A man Paints with his brain not with his hands
-Michelangelo

Last week I have a very busy week. I have to prepare for a report, research and a thesis problem. Being a graduating student is very exhausting. The good part is you learn how to be more productive and responsible. But the sad part is you become neurotic and insensitive caused by stressed from all the task you need to accomplish.And that give birth to conflict between me and people around me.

I know I'm not the only person who is experiencing this 'burn out" thing. Actually most of us is dealing with this , and some have bigger burden and complicated task compare to mine. But they'd handle it pretty well.And I was very thankful to my professor for introducing Art Therapy.It helped me to clear my mind and acknowledge my problem.

This art therapy is part of our lesson in the class. She let us experience how art therapy works. For some who's not familiar with art therapy, Art therapy is psychotherapeutic transference process where in symbolic self-expression is visible as communicated in the art. There are different kind of art therapies, and some of those interprets if someone is depressed, experiencing trauma and developing psychological disorder.

In our therapy session, we express our emotions through art. Everything that we desire and our hopes was put into a paper. It helped us to more motivated in spite a busy schedules and it helped us to release our stress and burdens.



When you are having a bad day. And you feel like screaming because of stress, hatred, burnout. I suggest, you go to a quite room. Get a pencil and a paper. And put all your negative feelings into art. I tell you it works!

24 Hours isn't Enough!

Naalala ko no'ng summer...halos gumulong at magpiko lang ako sa little haven ko dahil sa wala akong magawa kundi tumunganga. Nabilang ko na kung ilang beses magpakita ang mga ipis, ilang minuto bago mag lakad ang butiki at gaano kadami ang langgam sa kusina. Nag paka inutil ako in short. Kasabay ng pag mamasid sa mga insekto na nagpa-party party dito sa bahay. Nabuhay ko ang isa ko pang blog na si En (opo akin yan! huwaaat!!).

Sa kalagitanaan ng summer nagkaroon ako ng Part time job! At akalain mong naisingit ko pa yan kahit alam kong kailangan ng full time attention ang pagmamasid ko sa mga friendly insects dito sa amin. Ang trabaho na kahit paano nag pabilis ng napakahabang bente kwatro oras ko ay pagiging Part time labandera/ frustatedcook/ hardinera /personal assistant by day at blogger by night.

Pero ngayon, full time student na ulit ako. Kung gaano kabagal ang oras ng summer ganon din naman kabilis ngayon. I'm taking up my thesis and some major subjects na sadyang napaka hirap. Kung tutuusin di naman ganon kahirap, kaso nga lang ang sisipag ng mga "Profeshor" ko ngayon. Kung ano anik anik na research, presentation at case study ang pinapagawa. Harooo!!

Hindi naman sa nag rereklamo ako. Gusto ko nga yung ganito. Yung feeling na productive talaga compare nong summer. Ang problema lang so many things to do, so little time!! Kulang ang 24 hours sa kin!! Paano ko pag kakasayahin ang mga ss:

• Research ng anik anik na theorya ni pareng Freud,Horney,Adler.
• (time consuming) Case study
• Seminar presentation (time management pa ang topic ko hahahha)
• THESIS!!!
  
• DVD marathon ng smallville, desperate housewives, Grey'z Anatomy (ito talaga ang pinaka importante sa lahat hahah)

Isama mo pa yung pag update sa blog. I'm doomed!!

Little things that makes me smile

They say it's hard to make a flower bloom. You should have knowledge about the art and the science of a flower. I don't know how to cut their stems or what should I put in the soil so it won't dry. But one day when I woke up I saw this red pinkish rose in my terrace.

All I ever did is refresh them with water!When I look at them. They seem like smiling back at me.
Yes! I do have a golden hands *LOL

When your morning starts and you are ready to go to your work or school. And when you realized that your day would be a hard day because of stress brought by your deadline for paperwork and a terror teacher. Start your day with thinking of the little things that you have accomplished the day before. Giving coffee to your office mate, giving seat to a pregnant woman is counted. Every person that you put smile in their faces is a great accomplishment. So start your day with a smile :)

Facebook Madness

May kakailala ba kayo na walang Facebook account? Halos lahat ay meron nyan.Si nanay,tatay,lolo at lola ay sumasabay na rin sa sa'tin mga kabataan(onga naman! walang age limit ang social networking sites!). Mas Techy na sila sa atin ngaun. Kung makapag status via iPad pa. At alam nyo ba na Facebook has more than 500 million active users and every facebook user spend over 700 billion minutes per month!

Eh bakit nga ba humaling na humaling tayo sa fB? Ni hindi makumpleto ang araw natin pag di natin nabibisita ang wall natin. At karamihan sa atin ang Fb ay kasama na sa daily routine. Bakit nga ba?

Ang facebook ay parang dyaryo sa umaga habang umiinonm ng mainit na kape. Dito tayo sumasagap ng balita mula sa mga taong may pakialam tayo. Pwedeng friend,enemy,"frienemy", classmate, professor, co-worker,boss, kapitbahay at mga sikat na artista at ini-idolo.

Napapaliit ng Facebook ang mundo natin. Nakikita natin ang mundo nila sa pamamagitan ng pag uupload nila ng photos.At nalalaman natin ang mga nangyayari sa buhay nila through their status. Same way din sa'tin. We use facebook as a self-publicity.

Ilan na lang ang naglalaro ng farmville,pet society at kung ano ano pang games na nauso nong araw (parang antagal na ng fb noh? haha) Pero di nawawalan ng pakulo ang facebook team. Pati ang facebook users andami ring pakulo sa kanya kanyang mga wall tulad nito:

1. "Banat quotes"

2. Relationship status

3. Blah blah blah repost Quotes


4. Walang kamatayan "Baul Jokes"


5. Online Diary Stats6. Joke (lang talaga!) stat


At ngayon may naririnig ako na buzz na mag kakaroon na daw ng "UNLIKE" button ang Fb! Does this button will bring havoc to fb users? Lalo na kung ganto (yung nasa taas) ang mga post Sheeeeet!!Away away na to! hahaha.

Note: Thank you sa mga Fb Friends ko sa mga nakakaloka nilang wallpost! Isa sa anim na yan ay wallpost ko mismo. Sino makakahula kung saan jan? Ang makahula may pagkakataon na makita ako (gagawin kong Fb buddy. i-add ko sa Fb *LOL)

Summer Bummer!

So it's summer! Some of you I know is having the time of your life. This is the perfect season to grab the opportunity to visit your favorite resort, beach hopping, and exploring the nature! But me? Ahhm those things are not for me. Of course I do want to go to paradise. But I'm suffering in this thing they called "Sira ang Sapatos". I'm starting to believe that "Pag walang pasok,walang kwarta"hahah! So what do I do now? Since its hard to find a part time job because of those choosy employers who won't hire a college student hmp! I am force to enjoy what I have right now.
Dvd marathon is the perfect match for these guilty pleasures of mine.
Grey'z Anatomy down! Desperate Housewife down! Gossip girl down! Next series Ally McBeal!! Oh my! I know you are curious why I am not worried about my figure.Well thank you to my super genes! I have a super Metabolism! Some say I'm underweight. Oh maybe its time for me to gain some weight.

Enjoy your vacation :D

Bad vibe

Note: ANOTHER NONSENSE RANT FROM MISS GEE! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY NEGATIVE VIBES FEEL FREE TO GO TO HELL! (syempre JOKE lang yun!)

EH GALIT!!! Di ko alam kung pano umpisahan to pero ang alam ko gusto ko mag AMOK! Ayoko na mag paka impokrita sa feelings ko at ayoko nang mag "SPOKINING DOLLAR" !

Ang sakit isipin na yung taong inaasahan mo na huling magsisinungaling sayo pag tinanong mo kung kelan magugunaw ang mundo eh biglang sa sasabihin...."You and me will be forever babe"! Pero di yan ang pinag huhugutan ng poot sa'king damdamin (yes! makata!---> I'm trying to have a sense of humor here so I demand you to laugh!)

P@#% talaga (pasensya na po!)! Ayoko talaga ng SINUNGALING! Okay hindi ako magpapaka santa, nag sisinungaling din ako (lahat tayo!). Pero depende sa layunin at taong pagsasabihan ko nito. Kung may maiidulot na di maganda o ikapapahamak ng isang tao willing ako mag TALK SHIT!

Pero nong ako'y nag simula mag aral ng Human Behavior pinangako sa sarili na kung maari wag na ko mag sisinungaling! Naisip ko na wag i-under estimate ang kapasidad ng tao malaman ang katotohanan kahit gaano pa kasakit nito! It is so unfair, na karamihan ng tao sa paligid ko ganito ang ginagawa!

I'm doing all my best to understand all the possible behavior of every person that I encounter from Normal,Tolerable to Emotionally Disturbed! That's what I do best! Understanding all of you from your Irrational thoughts to your bizarre behavior!

So ngayon ano gagawin ko? Hihinga ng malalim at magbabasa ng libro (<-- okay I'm nerd). Ayokong masayang ang mga pinag aralan at pinag puyatan ko. Antagal ko trinabaho ang sarili ko to be a better person. I will try my best to tolerate this thing. I am a mature person... and I will handle things maturely just like how a Psychology student does even if it hurts me inside!

For the last time pamura ng malutong...P%^&!!! Ba -bye na bago pa ko masisiraan ng ulo ! X(

Overdrive

" Mag da-drive ako buong taon. Mag da-drive ako habambuhay. Mag da-drive ako hangan buwan. Please..please lang turuan nyo akong mag drive"-eraserheads
I say life is like road trip.As you begin your long journey, not knowing what to expect,you should be equipped with necessary things that you will use in your unpredictable journey. There are bumps and detours that might change your coarse, but it depends to you whether you go with the flow, go back where you came from, or you will stop....to think what is best option to stay on track. It is your call on where your life is heading to.The wheel is on your hands.

As you go along the way, it is good to have a companion. Someone who will argue with you while reading the map, someone who will sing with you while the radio is on, someone who will smile at you when you are going on the right track and someone who will tell you that you are speeding too fast.

Life is like a road trip... Just keep going! Along the way you may learn new things and meet new people. Don't stop,move forward, and move on!


Note: The inspiration of this post was my trip in Tagaytay with the love of my life who is sitting on the drivers seat! It was our post anniversary celebration. I am so lucky to have a special someone in the journey of my life.

Blanko

So what am I doing? Hhhhm I'm sitting in front of the PC staring blankly at the monitor. I just finished eating my dinner. Tuna and Sinangag for tonight with too much oil in it (just so you know I'm learning how to cook real food this summer).
And....what now? my left hand is on its way to my pocket for cigarette and a lighter (did you know that Marlboro lights box has new package design ...love it classic!!)


I think I've made myself clear that I've run out of interesting I repeat "INTERESTING" things to say.I have nothing left but to go.... --->out!

Vow of silence

I'm into this thing they called vow of silence.I just saw it in a movie,Little Miss Sunshine. One of the character there decided to not talk because of some personal issue. I really know nothing about it until now. I research about it and google says:

"A vow of silence is a religious vow, usually taken in a monastic context, to maintain silence .

I'm not literally not speaking. I just don't want to talk so much about myself... About my feelings. So we can say that I'm in this SEMI-VOW-OF-SILENCE (since dec.30 err!!)! And it doesn't feel good.

I love talking about myself. I am addicted in acknowledging my emotion. I want to voice my opinion as often as possible. Because it makes me feel good. It's not hard to think if your voice is heard right?

I am a very transparent person. If I don't like you I say it straight into your face but that doesn't mean that I'm a bold person. I talk too much but I talk no nonsense. That's what I am 9 months ago.

But today. I am no longer that person. I was evaluating myself this past few days. I observed that before, I don't have trouble correcting other peoples mistake..I can do things on my own without anybody's opinion..I see life in black and white!And now,I question every word that's coming out from my lips! I can't even BLOG!

That's whats happening to me right now. I am afraid to hurt their feelings. I'm too sensitive about what they might feel that I'm neglecting my own emotion.I lost myself!


I believe that if I do not talk about those emotional baggage of mine. Everything will be better. So I took this(semi)Vow of Silence. But things doesn't change. I am writing right now. Does it mean I'm done in this Vow-of-silence? N0! I'm just taking a step in getting out of it. I'm not that ready. I just want to be heard without speaking.

I don't know how to end this.

----------------------------------------->and then there was silence!