Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I am the star


You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised

The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.



i saw this from ang mga lihim ni hudas. Dahil sa likas ako ng Ingetera..heto naki gaya!
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Yes I am...I really am...the star!

Monday, April 27, 2009

I did it my way

I did it..i did it..Hooray! hoorayy!

*insert sound: Teneeeeen*

Miss-guided's 5 Steps of Moving On
the Mourning process
Ilabas mo ang dapat ilabas. Iiyak mo lang para matangal ang masamang ispiruto na sa iyong katawan.


the Healing process
para mag hilom ang sugat these are my suggestions:
  • Tumakbo ka! - movie or tv marathon. Ito na ang chance mo para panuorin ang mga peborit mo na palabas. Hindi advisable na manood ng romantic/drama. Hindi ito makakatulong sa healing process dahil i-oopen lang nito ang mga wounds na suppose to be ay i-heal. I suggest watch ka na lang ng action/adventure like what I did. I watched the 1st t0 5th season of Lost... and Iloveditt! (kate!we need to go back!kate!!*waa hindi ako maka move sa napanood ko*)
  • Gumalaw ka! - para sa mga palamunin na student like me...at bakasyon ngaun mag part-time-job ka! or kahit maglinis ka man lng ng kwarto mo para hindi ka masermunan ng ina mo tulad ko!(haleer? kala nyo ba madali lng to? mhirap kayang maging batugan,kala nyo masarap ang humilata?mahirap kaya lalo na pag tinatalakan ka!*haha*). Para sa mga nag wo-work na...cge lng pag patuloy mo lang yan. magtrabaho ka ng bongang bonga (yeah! work hard partyy harder!)
  • BB mode - isipin mo nasa BigBrother house ka! meaning...no connection sa outside world! tigilan muna ang mag ym,skype,facebook,Priindster,at cellphone! Maganda muna na wala kang balita sa kanya/kanila...mahirap na..pag may nasagap kang di-kanais-nais na news about them babalik ka na naman sa mourning process...tapos ka na sa process na yan babalik ka na naman....tsk
  • Unlimited lafang - Time first muna sa diet at wag intindihin ang figure mo na 32-24-34(ay tingting?*haha*). kailangan mo ng sapat na enerhiya para mag succeed ka.
  • etc - marami pa yan na pwede mo gawin like "Isumbong mo kay ate charo"(sulat mo sama ng loob mo sa papel/or i blog mo),go out of town, pamper yourself, sports,arts at eklaber. kahit ano gawin mo na alam mo makakalimot ka!


One-last-cry
oo..kailangan talaga nyan to make sure na wala ng bitteness.Last na naman eh.

Forgive and forget
Forgive yourself for being stupid and forget he ever existed? No..no..no! thats wrong? sabing tama na ang bitterness eh...forgive him even though he/she didn't ask for forgiveness and just forget what he did! I know it's hard...pero possible yun di ba?

Explore the Universe
yes! hindi lang earth..hindi lang world mo...but Universe! Maraming pang creatures out there na mas better sa kanya. all you have to do is Explore! (like Dora the negrang gala,*haha* i mean d'explorer)


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D r a m a NO m o r e!

Friday, April 17, 2009

let it go

Throughout life we will be faced with a challenge of letting go. No matter how big or small your lost might be, letting go was never easy. Our ability to let go is like a muscle we must develop. The more practice the stronger it gets.
I have let go a lot of things in my life. When I was a child... I let go my barbie doll. My mom said that i should give it to my younger cousin so that I can focus more on my studies. That time I was 13 years old. Yeah at 13 I still play barbie*laugh*.
I let go my favorite shirt. I can't use it anymore because it's too small for me,so I let it go.
I let go of something important part of me. I need to let it go to show to that someone that I am really committed with us.
I had a hard time letting go of those things. I went through some process and a lot of thinking before I decided to let go of those things.

Now...I am letting go again something I mean someone who really matter in my life. It's hard but I need to.

We know that all good things come to an end....and this is one of the good things in my life that needs to put an end.
How can you hold on when there's nothing to hold on? remember.. ikaw ang unang bumitaw hindi ako...
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(Emo mode muna ako.*sigh* I need to solve some issues with me)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

walk with me..

To walk is what I always do.I walk when i go to school. I walk when the nature calls and i need to go to the comfort room. I walk when I am hungry.
I use my left and my right foot in everything I do.

It is nice to walk alone...but it is nicer to walk with someone.Someone who will tell where the right direction is. Walking with someone while exchanging your stories in life. Someone who will help you and will tells you you're not alone.

I walk and walk...until I don't know where I am heading to. Then I realized that those people I am walking with is gone. ButI prefer not to look back on people who's no longer walking with me.

Then someone ask me.Why did you just let other people leave you?
then i answered:

" Life is a long journey let see who will be walking with me until the end of my story. "

Now I am still walking but the difference now is that I know where I am going to...
People come and go...Pero hindi ako titigil sa paglalakad.Sana mag abot pa kami. Promise hindi ako tatakbo.

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I am a slow walker, but I never walk backwards.
- Abraham Lincoln

Friday, April 3, 2009

Imbyerna

Naranasan mo na mainis sa isang tao? Yung tipong gusto mo mag amok!
pero wala ka magawa kasi nagpaloko.
grr!
Kilala mo ba si Peter?
Naloko ka na rin ba nya? Naniwala ka din ba sa mga sinasabi nya?
well ako 00...naloko nila ako!

Gusto mo makilala si peter?




Pero kahit gaano kasukdulan ang galit ko at nagsa- suffer pa rin ako ng post-traumatic-stress.. bati na kami ni Peter!
*super laugh*