Happy Pill

Isa sa mga iilan na lamang na libreng bagay sa mundo ay "Happiness". Pero bakit  ang ilan ay naniniwala na kaya nila itong isilid sa garapon at ibenta, kung kahit sino naman eh kaya naman itong ma-achieve ng hindi gumagamit ng mga ito. Yes I am talking about happy pills.

Sa modernong mundo ngayon nasa garapon na daw ang happiness. Nandiyan na ang mga naglipanang Anti-depressant,prozac,Effexor XR,ecstasy,etc. Nabibili na daw ang "Happiness".Pero kasiyahan nga ba talaga itong maidudulot?

Ang tao ay likas na mapaghangad sa sarili.Ang katangian din yan ang isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit hindi nagiging masaya ang tao kung ito ay hindi makuha. Di lang yan ang kalaban ng happiness. Nandiyan pa ang brokenheart, illness, pag kakaroon ng kaaway, walang trabaho, walang pera, at kamatayan ng mahal sa buhay.

Those are just normal phenomenon. Same as sadness and Happiness as a  normal feeling. Lahat tayo nakakaranas at nakakaramdam ng ganyan. Katulad din ng ibang tao na naka experience nyan at naka survive ng walang tulong ng magical happy pills. Ikaw at lahat tayo kaya din mag survive ng di gumagamit ng gamot.

We should not always rely on chemicals to cheer us up. We can self medicate ourselves (OO kahit wala kang Ph.D) by simply  being happy. Positive thinking lang ang katapat nyan. 

Nasa borderline ako ng Happiness at Sadness this past few days. But I chose to be happy.I didn't drink any drugs to increase my seratonin and endorphin levels to still be happy. I just think deeper and listen to my happythoughts when I feel like being sad.

My Stressor: Wala akong trabaho  

My Happy Thoughts says:  "eh ano ngayon may diploma naman ako, yung iba nga di makpag aral eh".

My Stressor: I think I lost my friends

My Happy Thoughts says: "people come and go, what's important is you've got your family and you partner" 

My Stressor: I AM SUPER BORED and BROKE!

My Happy Thought says: "Go blog and make friends"

You can't always change things into the way you want it to be, but you can always change your perception and your mood on a  certain things to make you happy -MG

What's with Avengers?

I haven't seen Avengers..does it makes me a loser? Well kabi-kabila na ang nakikita kong reviews regarding this movie dito sa blogger community. Kada-minuto ang nakikita kong tweets ay "Just done watching avengers..awesome"  "avengers is the best"  "Captain America is love" etc. At kada minuto ito ang pinag uusapan sa facebook.

Obviously Avengers is a smashed hit. P281-million lang naman ang gross sa opening week ng Avengers nationwide – the biggest debut ever in history. Dito lang yan sa Pilipinas ah! Nag hihirap nga ang pinoy. Kesehodang 60 pesos na ice cream hahanapan ng ipambibili maki-uso lang pati dito sa movie na ito.

I have nothing against sa mga fanatic ng Avengers o nagpipilit na fan nito para makiuso. I believe it is great movie! (di lang talaga ako mahilig sa mga bagay na malayo sa realidad #idontwatchfantasymovies).

Pero ito baka abangan ko pa..Tangkilikin natin ang gawang Pinoy! #LOLS

imahe mula dito

Wala na kong kilay..pero may Diploma na ko!

It's been seven long months since I visited this humble blog of mine, and I am so happy and proud to be back. Sa loob ng pitong buwan na pagkawala ko...ang pag susunog ng kilay ang pinagka-abalahan ko. Mahirap talaga ang maging graduating (I know a lot of you  can relate to that). Iyon na siguro ang isa sa mga critical stage ng buhay ko so far. I've been doing my thesis and on-the-job training all  at a same time.

From the past months, sobrang stress. Wala talagang pahinga, swerte ako kung magkaroon ako ng 6 hours of sleep. I did my training in the three branches of psychology: Industrial, Clinical, and School setting.

In my Industrial setting, I worked in a cargo and logistics company. Sa HR department ako naka-duty. Neurotic ang mga tao don (I swear). Hindi sila marunong nguminiti at snob sila.Karamihan pa sa staff bully. Pang katulong ang mga pina patrabaho nila,at yung pinakamalala ay ang pahanginan nila sa mga trainee ang mga balloon for their party! Can you imagine that? but I did it!

When I went to school settings di pa rin ako nakaligtas sa "horrible boss". Napunta ako as assistant na OC (obsessive compulsive) na bipolar pa na Guidance Counselor. Kung mag shift s'ya ng mood in a split second. Pero kahit mahirap sya spell-lengin okay lang kasi ine-expose nya ko sa mga couselling techniques, student cases saka psycological test. I learn a lot from him.

Lastly, sa clinical setting ang pinaka nag ubos ng kilay ko. Wala na mang horrible boss this time haha. Mga staff lang from other department na hindi nagpapa-gamit ng CR (who does that?tsk) When I trained there as an activity therapist akala ko kelangan ko ka lang maging mentally ready sa magiging trabaho ko. Kelangan din pala physically and emotionally ready ka din. Mahirap mag handle ng mga mentally challenge na clients (I can't share the details for confidentiality #Imsorry ) pero masaya dahil sa'min mga psychology student fullfillment ang makapasok ka sa mundo nila at maka survive!

Now that I graduated all I want to do is to stay at home blog and sleep forever.haha but kidding aside gusto ko muna mag pahinga at i-condition ang sarili ko before ako sumabak sa real world. Sana lang di ako mapunta sa horrible bosses but even kung meron okay lang di na bago sa'kin yan hahah.

Sa buhay, hindi lahat magiging mabait sa'yo, its up to you how to handle the situation and survive. Who agrees with me? :)

HBD!!!

Today is my blogs birthday!!!yey!!!

Miss Guided made around 108 post, 368 comments, 6,385 page views,58 followers,and has gain numerous readers in three amazing years.

This has been my place to talk about good and bad news, to learn about a ton of new things and has taken up so much of my time over the past year.

I want to thank Blogger, for you have been a great place for my rants, for my not-so-exciting stories, and for those things in my mind that people in real life won’t pay attention to. You have been a comfort zone to many people. You have been a perfect place for a variety of feelings and emotions needed to be vented out.

Also, I want to thank my followers and readers. I thank you all for though my posts are boring, and though the X button is tempting you to click it most of the time, you’re still there. I also thank those people I follow for inspiring me. Thank you for you have been a great motivation for me to share my thoughts and not just keep them to myself.

I know this past months I've been invisible to the blogger community. I seldom blog hop and post. I'm really busy that even my twitter account I forgot to update.But I will never forget the day I gave birth to my blog. (proud mama!!*tears)

I will be a blue blooded blogger again when I get my diploma hopefully next year!!! :)

Heart to Art

A man Paints with his brain not with his hands
-Michelangelo

Last week I have a very busy week. I have to prepare for a report, research and a thesis problem. Being a graduating student is very exhausting. The good part is you learn how to be more productive and responsible. But the sad part is you become neurotic and insensitive caused by stressed from all the task you need to accomplish.And that give birth to conflict between me and people around me.

I know I'm not the only person who is experiencing this 'burn out" thing. Actually most of us is dealing with this , and some have bigger burden and complicated task compare to mine. But they'd handle it pretty well.And I was very thankful to my professor for introducing Art Therapy.It helped me to clear my mind and acknowledge my problem.

This art therapy is part of our lesson in the class. She let us experience how art therapy works. For some who's not familiar with art therapy, Art therapy is psychotherapeutic transference process where in symbolic self-expression is visible as communicated in the art. There are different kind of art therapies, and some of those interprets if someone is depressed, experiencing trauma and developing psychological disorder.

In our therapy session, we express our emotions through art. Everything that we desire and our hopes was put into a paper. It helped us to more motivated in spite a busy schedules and it helped us to release our stress and burdens.



When you are having a bad day. And you feel like screaming because of stress, hatred, burnout. I suggest, you go to a quite room. Get a pencil and a paper. And put all your negative feelings into art. I tell you it works!

24 Hours isn't Enough!

Naalala ko no'ng summer...halos gumulong at magpiko lang ako sa little haven ko dahil sa wala akong magawa kundi tumunganga. Nabilang ko na kung ilang beses magpakita ang mga ipis, ilang minuto bago mag lakad ang butiki at gaano kadami ang langgam sa kusina. Nag paka inutil ako in short. Kasabay ng pag mamasid sa mga insekto na nagpa-party party dito sa bahay. Nabuhay ko ang isa ko pang blog na si En (opo akin yan! huwaaat!!).

Sa kalagitanaan ng summer nagkaroon ako ng Part time job! At akalain mong naisingit ko pa yan kahit alam kong kailangan ng full time attention ang pagmamasid ko sa mga friendly insects dito sa amin. Ang trabaho na kahit paano nag pabilis ng napakahabang bente kwatro oras ko ay pagiging Part time labandera/ frustatedcook/ hardinera /personal assistant by day at blogger by night.

Pero ngayon, full time student na ulit ako. Kung gaano kabagal ang oras ng summer ganon din naman kabilis ngayon. I'm taking up my thesis and some major subjects na sadyang napaka hirap. Kung tutuusin di naman ganon kahirap, kaso nga lang ang sisipag ng mga "Profeshor" ko ngayon. Kung ano anik anik na research, presentation at case study ang pinapagawa. Harooo!!

Hindi naman sa nag rereklamo ako. Gusto ko nga yung ganito. Yung feeling na productive talaga compare nong summer. Ang problema lang so many things to do, so little time!! Kulang ang 24 hours sa kin!! Paano ko pag kakasayahin ang mga ss:

• Research ng anik anik na theorya ni pareng Freud,Horney,Adler.
• (time consuming) Case study
• Seminar presentation (time management pa ang topic ko hahahha)
• THESIS!!!
  
• DVD marathon ng smallville, desperate housewives, Grey'z Anatomy (ito talaga ang pinaka importante sa lahat hahah)

Isama mo pa yung pag update sa blog. I'm doomed!!

Little things that makes me smile

They say it's hard to make a flower bloom. You should have knowledge about the art and the science of a flower. I don't know how to cut their stems or what should I put in the soil so it won't dry. But one day when I woke up I saw this red pinkish rose in my terrace.

All I ever did is refresh them with water!When I look at them. They seem like smiling back at me.
Yes! I do have a golden hands *LOL

When your morning starts and you are ready to go to your work or school. And when you realized that your day would be a hard day because of stress brought by your deadline for paperwork and a terror teacher. Start your day with thinking of the little things that you have accomplished the day before. Giving coffee to your office mate, giving seat to a pregnant woman is counted. Every person that you put smile in their faces is a great accomplishment. So start your day with a smile :)

Facebook Madness

May kakailala ba kayo na walang Facebook account? Halos lahat ay meron nyan.Si nanay,tatay,lolo at lola ay sumasabay na rin sa sa'tin mga kabataan(onga naman! walang age limit ang social networking sites!). Mas Techy na sila sa atin ngaun. Kung makapag status via iPad pa. At alam nyo ba na Facebook has more than 500 million active users and every facebook user spend over 700 billion minutes per month!

Eh bakit nga ba humaling na humaling tayo sa fB? Ni hindi makumpleto ang araw natin pag di natin nabibisita ang wall natin. At karamihan sa atin ang Fb ay kasama na sa daily routine. Bakit nga ba?

Ang facebook ay parang dyaryo sa umaga habang umiinonm ng mainit na kape. Dito tayo sumasagap ng balita mula sa mga taong may pakialam tayo. Pwedeng friend,enemy,"frienemy", classmate, professor, co-worker,boss, kapitbahay at mga sikat na artista at ini-idolo.

Napapaliit ng Facebook ang mundo natin. Nakikita natin ang mundo nila sa pamamagitan ng pag uupload nila ng photos.At nalalaman natin ang mga nangyayari sa buhay nila through their status. Same way din sa'tin. We use facebook as a self-publicity.

Ilan na lang ang naglalaro ng farmville,pet society at kung ano ano pang games na nauso nong araw (parang antagal na ng fb noh? haha) Pero di nawawalan ng pakulo ang facebook team. Pati ang facebook users andami ring pakulo sa kanya kanyang mga wall tulad nito:

1. "Banat quotes"

2. Relationship status

3. Blah blah blah repost Quotes


4. Walang kamatayan "Baul Jokes"


5. Online Diary Stats6. Joke (lang talaga!) stat


At ngayon may naririnig ako na buzz na mag kakaroon na daw ng "UNLIKE" button ang Fb! Does this button will bring havoc to fb users? Lalo na kung ganto (yung nasa taas) ang mga post Sheeeeet!!Away away na to! hahaha.

Note: Thank you sa mga Fb Friends ko sa mga nakakaloka nilang wallpost! Isa sa anim na yan ay wallpost ko mismo. Sino makakahula kung saan jan? Ang makahula may pagkakataon na makita ako (gagawin kong Fb buddy. i-add ko sa Fb *LOL)

Summer Bummer!

So it's summer! Some of you I know is having the time of your life. This is the perfect season to grab the opportunity to visit your favorite resort, beach hopping, and exploring the nature! But me? Ahhm those things are not for me. Of course I do want to go to paradise. But I'm suffering in this thing they called "Sira ang Sapatos". I'm starting to believe that "Pag walang pasok,walang kwarta"hahah! So what do I do now? Since its hard to find a part time job because of those choosy employers who won't hire a college student hmp! I am force to enjoy what I have right now.
Dvd marathon is the perfect match for these guilty pleasures of mine.
Grey'z Anatomy down! Desperate Housewife down! Gossip girl down! Next series Ally McBeal!! Oh my! I know you are curious why I am not worried about my figure.Well thank you to my super genes! I have a super Metabolism! Some say I'm underweight. Oh maybe its time for me to gain some weight.

Enjoy your vacation :D

Bad vibe

Note: ANOTHER NONSENSE RANT FROM MISS GEE! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY NEGATIVE VIBES FEEL FREE TO GO TO HELL! (syempre JOKE lang yun!)

EH GALIT!!! Di ko alam kung pano umpisahan to pero ang alam ko gusto ko mag AMOK! Ayoko na mag paka impokrita sa feelings ko at ayoko nang mag "SPOKINING DOLLAR" !

Ang sakit isipin na yung taong inaasahan mo na huling magsisinungaling sayo pag tinanong mo kung kelan magugunaw ang mundo eh biglang sa sasabihin...."You and me will be forever babe"! Pero di yan ang pinag huhugutan ng poot sa'king damdamin (yes! makata!---> I'm trying to have a sense of humor here so I demand you to laugh!)

P@#% talaga (pasensya na po!)! Ayoko talaga ng SINUNGALING! Okay hindi ako magpapaka santa, nag sisinungaling din ako (lahat tayo!). Pero depende sa layunin at taong pagsasabihan ko nito. Kung may maiidulot na di maganda o ikapapahamak ng isang tao willing ako mag TALK SHIT!

Pero nong ako'y nag simula mag aral ng Human Behavior pinangako sa sarili na kung maari wag na ko mag sisinungaling! Naisip ko na wag i-under estimate ang kapasidad ng tao malaman ang katotohanan kahit gaano pa kasakit nito! It is so unfair, na karamihan ng tao sa paligid ko ganito ang ginagawa!

I'm doing all my best to understand all the possible behavior of every person that I encounter from Normal,Tolerable to Emotionally Disturbed! That's what I do best! Understanding all of you from your Irrational thoughts to your bizarre behavior!

So ngayon ano gagawin ko? Hihinga ng malalim at magbabasa ng libro (<-- okay I'm nerd). Ayokong masayang ang mga pinag aralan at pinag puyatan ko. Antagal ko trinabaho ang sarili ko to be a better person. I will try my best to tolerate this thing. I am a mature person... and I will handle things maturely just like how a Psychology student does even if it hurts me inside!

For the last time pamura ng malutong...P%^&!!! Ba -bye na bago pa ko masisiraan ng ulo ! X(

Overdrive

" Mag da-drive ako buong taon. Mag da-drive ako habambuhay. Mag da-drive ako hangan buwan. Please..please lang turuan nyo akong mag drive"-eraserheads
I say life is like road trip.As you begin your long journey, not knowing what to expect,you should be equipped with necessary things that you will use in your unpredictable journey. There are bumps and detours that might change your coarse, but it depends to you whether you go with the flow, go back where you came from, or you will stop....to think what is best option to stay on track. It is your call on where your life is heading to.The wheel is on your hands.

As you go along the way, it is good to have a companion. Someone who will argue with you while reading the map, someone who will sing with you while the radio is on, someone who will smile at you when you are going on the right track and someone who will tell you that you are speeding too fast.

Life is like a road trip... Just keep going! Along the way you may learn new things and meet new people. Don't stop,move forward, and move on!


Note: The inspiration of this post was my trip in Tagaytay with the love of my life who is sitting on the drivers seat! It was our post anniversary celebration. I am so lucky to have a special someone in the journey of my life.

Blanko

So what am I doing? Hhhhm I'm sitting in front of the PC staring blankly at the monitor. I just finished eating my dinner. Tuna and Sinangag for tonight with too much oil in it (just so you know I'm learning how to cook real food this summer).
And....what now? my left hand is on its way to my pocket for cigarette and a lighter (did you know that Marlboro lights box has new package design ...love it classic!!)


I think I've made myself clear that I've run out of interesting I repeat "INTERESTING" things to say.I have nothing left but to go.... --->out!

Vow of silence

I'm into this thing they called vow of silence.I just saw it in a movie,Little Miss Sunshine. One of the character there decided to not talk because of some personal issue. I really know nothing about it until now. I research about it and google says:

"A vow of silence is a religious vow, usually taken in a monastic context, to maintain silence .

I'm not literally not speaking. I just don't want to talk so much about myself... About my feelings. So we can say that I'm in this SEMI-VOW-OF-SILENCE (since dec.30 err!!)! And it doesn't feel good.

I love talking about myself. I am addicted in acknowledging my emotion. I want to voice my opinion as often as possible. Because it makes me feel good. It's not hard to think if your voice is heard right?

I am a very transparent person. If I don't like you I say it straight into your face but that doesn't mean that I'm a bold person. I talk too much but I talk no nonsense. That's what I am 9 months ago.

But today. I am no longer that person. I was evaluating myself this past few days. I observed that before, I don't have trouble correcting other peoples mistake..I can do things on my own without anybody's opinion..I see life in black and white!And now,I question every word that's coming out from my lips! I can't even BLOG!

That's whats happening to me right now. I am afraid to hurt their feelings. I'm too sensitive about what they might feel that I'm neglecting my own emotion.I lost myself!


I believe that if I do not talk about those emotional baggage of mine. Everything will be better. So I took this(semi)Vow of Silence. But things doesn't change. I am writing right now. Does it mean I'm done in this Vow-of-silence? N0! I'm just taking a step in getting out of it. I'm not that ready. I just want to be heard without speaking.

I don't know how to end this.

----------------------------------------->and then there was silence!

The Cave Experience

As promise to all my avid reader (ambisyosa!) I have a story that I want to share with you. I was in the cave for a long time. And spending time with the bats has taught me about Life's most Important Lesson. Yes! you heard me right, those bats really did teach me a valuable lesson.

It all started here.

National Center For Mental Health (Mandaluyong) is a place where in mentally ill and emotionally challenged person is being treated. There are 30 Pavilion inside the compound. But I was only able to visit and interact with the patients in Open ward for acute male, Pavilion 4. I was able to observe all the psychological cases from mild, chronic, functional to disturbed,profound to superficial predisposition.Theoretical training from books and lectures brought a lot of help in every test administration and evaluation I embark on.This was a good learning experience for me. I learned strategic way of administering battery test and furnishing more comprehensive and time bound Psychological report.

NCMH mandaluyong (the cave as I call it) is not only the rehabilitation that I've visited.
There's Haven for children,rehabilitation for street children who were addicted from rugby. Marillac Hills, rehabilitation for raped victims and physically molested female. And Elsie Gatches, rehabilitation for mentally challenged person and a place where Miss Gee has produced 2 liters of tear drops because of heart breaking situation of the patients.

After visiting the cave, it made me realize how lucky I am. Those wards also give me determination to pursue Psychiatry. I am planning to go back there after a year to finish my practicum. *haha excited much!

Besides of what I mention earlier here is the Life's most Important lesson that I've learned...
Simple Action or words can change everything. Agree?

News Flash: Bago-na-Luma

#1 Si Marian Rivera ay isang Psychology! Lumang balita na yan. At di lang sya ang Psychology. Marami-rami na rin kami.

#2 Philippine Psychology Act of 2009(RA 10029).

Opo lumang balita na rin yan. Dahil noong Marso pa yan na-aprubahan.Ikinagagalak ko ito ng husto, dahil sa wakas ay kinikilala na rin kami ng batas ngayon.Di na namin kailangan mag sunog ng kilay para sa MA (masteral degree) at matawag na professional.

#3 Si Miss Gee magbabalik loob sa blogosphere!

Walang halong talkshit po ito. Totoo na'to. (as if naman naramdaman nila ang pagkawala ko haha). Pero katulad nga ng mga kapit-bahay natin jan na "once in a blue moon" lang maramdaman ang presensya, may mga dahilan po kami. Ako ay busy tulad ni mareng chase na makuha ang pangarap ng aming magulang, ang magkaron ng diploma(yun daw pamana nila sa'min)! May social life na ko tulad ni jologs na yuppie (may social life naman ako nong araw pa, mas may time lang ako ngayon makipag plastikan haha). Tulad ni Enday naubusan na po ako ng humor (puro sama ng loob na lang ang meron ako). At higit sa lahat may kasintahan na ako tulad ni Homer(naks!)

Pero alam ko at alam naman ng lahat na kalokohan lang yan. Isang malaking lame excuse na lagi natin sinasabi pag nawawala sa blogosperya (tama? haha).

Ang totoo nyan ako ay nag kasakit ng BBS!Tama BLOGGERS BLOCK SYNDROME. Andami ko gustong i-share kaso sa di-malamang kadahilanan di ako makapagsulat. Ganito din kaya ang nangyari sa mga kaututang dila natin na sina blogger na nurse, chorva, waleey, stupidient, tambay, at AL-kapon? Well di-maiiwasan ang BBS. Hintayin nalang din natin ang pagbabalik ng mga kaibigan natin. Baka may mga baon din silang istorya tulad ko.

Note: Please stand by for my next post! Ciao!! :)

Shhhhh!

Desperate Moves errr!

(paki click ang image. malabo lang mata mo.hehe)

Waley maka usap kaya pinatulan ko si Cleverbot. Ayun lang. Sana nakipag txt na lang ako sa jejemon!
Hindi fa coe nah- imvernah! Di bah phoe?(<---mild jjm) note: salamat pala kay greenpinoy sa pagpapakilala kay cleverbot. :D

Estranghero

Nitong mga nakaraan araw ay ilang mga tao ako na nakilala. Sa iilang sandali lang ay nakapag iwan sila ng marka sa akin.Sa higit na dalawang oras na pakikinig ko sa kanila ay nalaman ko ang istorya ng kanilang mga buhay. Mga estranghero man sa una, naging malapit sila sa akin,dahil sa mga bagay bagay na pina-intindi nila sa'kin sa simpleng pag bahagi nila ng kanilang istorya.

Si Veronika

"Well let's see. After you decide that I'm depressed or whatever, you'll put me on meds right?

Nag pakamatay siya. Sa kasamaang palad hindi pa niya oras. Nagising siya sa isang institusyon kung saan kino kwestyon ang pag kakaintindi niya sa riyalidad. Pero sa lugar din na yon nakita nya yung nais nya na hindi nya nakita sa mga bagay na meron sya noon

MG's realization: You can't see happiness in the things that you have accomplished, but on the relationship that you have established!

Si Jordan

" We have to stay alive, because we have to see how the story ends

Nakakulong sya sa nakaraan. Hangan sa nakilala nya si charlie. Akala nya siya ang mag aalis sa kanya sa kulungan. Pero sa huli sarili nya lng din ang nakapag palaya sa kanya.

MG's realization: Happy on the outside totally broken inside

Si Michael

"I've been thinking about my life lately, and everything feels pretty planned out. There's no more surprises.

Maayos ang buhay nya. Nag inarte. Nag hanap ng bago. Pero parang may hinahanap pa siya. Bumalik sya. Saka nya napagtanto ang halaga ng meron sya nong nawala ang mga ito.

MG's realization: There's nothing wrong of going out of your comfort zone, it will make you better!


Si Kirk

"The beast was ugly but had a beautiful voice

Si kirk ay LOSER! Pero meron siyang hot and gorgeous na kasintahan. Bakit? kasi mabuti syang tao(period)

MG's realization: I am better to be ugly than pretty with a bad mouth!

Baka sila kilala mo din?

Im bored being bored!

Premonition: First day of class @ the hallway..

Intregera girl: hey! you look hmmm pret...hmmm same!haha
Miss Gee: hi haha (w/plastic smile)
Intregera girl: So how's your summer?
Miss Gee: Well...hmmm.....wait..aaahhm...let me think!ahhm...great(?)!

yes..I did nothing this summer!yes..I wasted this free f@&%'n days! and yes I am not proud of it!

But..

(image: my summer 2009)

I still have few more days to make my summer better!!yeah!!

Ikaw kamusta summer mo??(survey 'to hehe)

Nene

Bata..bata.. ba't gusto mo ng tumanda?? tanong ko sarili ko (5 min ago)! Alam ko naman nong araw na dumaan din kayo sa mga panahon na atat/excited kayo na tumanda(pasintabi sa mga ate at kuya jan na kasalukuyang nag babasa ngayon :D).
Ang Depinisyon ng sinasabi kong pagTANDA ay yung pag kakaroon ng freedom at independence.Freedom-kalayaan na gawin ang gusto mong gawin na hindi humihingi ng pag sang ayon ng iba.At Independence- sa paggawa ng nais mo ng walang hinihinging tulong sa iba.

May isang kaibigan na nagsabi sa'kin at hanggang ngayon nakatatak pa din sa utak ko na

" Bakit ba nag mamadali kang tumanda? Bakit ba hindi mo na lang samantalahin ang mga panahon habang anak ka pa din nila? "

Nandito kasi ako sa phase ng buhay kung san tinitimbang ko yung mga bagay na nagawa ko sa labing siyam na taon ko dito (sa earth :D). May mga gusto ako gawin at patunayan. At hindi ko magagawa yung mga bagay na yun kung nene pa din ang tingin nila sa kin. Nandon na tayo sa sinasabi nilang ayaw nila tayo mapahamak at mag kamali. Pero pa'no kami matututo kung hindi namin nararanasan yun.

Huwag kayong matakot matuto ng bisekleta ang bata kung naturuan nyo naman ito ng ayos. Magalusan man yan atleast sa susunod alam nya na ang gagawin nya.